like you’re kind of fake.

I’ve never felt more like I was competing with someone. I’ve been so proud to be more comfortable in my own skin this year and to care less about what I look like. yet when your with someone who cares that much and is better than you at everything, its starts to deteriorate your defenses. I say something is cool, you say its stupid.then the next day you go out and buy it.is this a joke? because I’m literally #confused.